thank the goddess for that

this....is one of those I love the hobby moments.....



nuff said

certian niggas in this household, need to learn that they need to either be willing to help someone or apreciate what they do for them and stop acting like a fucking ass.....


because more and more its causing me to the second I move out of this state to cut their asses the fuck off for good, and trust me I wont have one issue in doing it

I said I didnt want to get another doll till after I move, mind you I said this.....but....if when i move, and they are still selling this sexy lil bitch ....

http://efdoll.dreamweb.co.kr/board/view.php?board_name=DREAMBOARD17&choose2=&choose1=&ID=3

I am going to buy her faster than I can blink, yes I know they have the one in stock but I want HER....THIS ONE.....that.....she ......wow

so I just get an im from my dad telling me I lost my great grandmother......great there goes the cherry to top off my shittastic week right there....


frankly i am angry I am pissed the fuck off because it seems like between every two years and every year i loose a family member, and you know what, I am sick of it cause I dont know what to fucking do anymore, i dont have it in me to go to anymore fucking funerals cause apparently thats the only fucking time I see the rest of my family other than my younger brother who comes by at least once a week, which frankly I shouldnt be seeing JUST HIM.....I see my friends more than I see my family, which isnt a bad thing but.....I remember when we were close like we saw eachother more than once a year.....


I am sick and tired of loosing family members that are close to me, I am sick and tired of loosing people close to me.....


at this point I really do wanna curl up in a corner and not come out.....ever

I am just in one of those moods where right now everything is grr, i am tired cranky, and for once its not my monthly curse, its just I feel empty, or exausted, constantly tense, wanting to cry, I cant really explain it and frankly I hope it passes quick or Ima smack a hoe......


its just one of those moods where I feel no ones listening or just oh I dont fucking know.....I think Ima lock myself away for the weekend.....give or take me comming out for work or fewds .......I dunno i am angry, really fucking angry and ......

oh well......read a book nigga *shrug*

heh.....PEtA videos make my computer say fuck you hoe now.....

no they just released one of alicia silverstone, so for shits and giggles and to apease my own stupid curiosity, I check it out.....it kept freezing and stopping, dunno if it was youtube or what but fluffysama (my computers named sesshomaru if you are curious) was all "NO U'

heh sorry that just made me laugh

yar

oh god I think I have tasted the best cake batter ever.....

oh meg when you get home......yeah Ima have to hide you a slice of this cake

I just got Zac this morning, poor mailman I kinda squeed at him, oddly enough he didnt freak out or drop the box running....none the less


even without a faceup he looks quite stunning


second doll in my collection that poses like a dream, I had him standing on the bed and he wasnt leaning against a thing, stood perfectly...and I love the way he's able to hold his arms in place

I may end up taking more photos but me tired and going off for a nap

1. for serious I wanna thank candy_striped36 for this faceup, I ....I just cant thank him enough for it cause he does look darling

2. I have tried to get a DAMN GOOD photo of this faceup for three days....THREE FUCKING DAYS, cause every one I took even in the daylight came out too dark, or wasnt perfect, well this one did...least I think



I should put up more later since we are going out toay