thank the goddess for that

this....is one of those I love the hobby moments.....



nuff said

certian niggas in this household, need to learn that they need to either be willing to help someone or apreciate what they do for them and stop acting like a fucking ass.....


because more and more its causing me to the second I move out of this state to cut their asses the fuck off for good, and trust me I wont have one issue in doing it

I said I didnt want to get another doll till after I move, mind you I said this.....but....if when i move, and they are still selling this sexy lil bitch ....

http://efdoll.dreamweb.co.kr/board/view.php?board_name=DREAMBOARD17&choose2=&choose1=&ID=3

I am going to buy her faster than I can blink, yes I know they have the one in stock but I want HER....THIS ONE.....that.....she ......wow

so I just get an im from my dad telling me I lost my great grandmother......great there goes the cherry to top off my shittastic week right there....


frankly i am angry I am pissed the fuck off because it seems like between every two years and every year i loose a family member, and you know what, I am sick of it cause I dont know what to fucking do anymore, i dont have it in me to go to anymore fucking funerals cause apparently thats the only fucking time I see the rest of my family other than my younger brother who comes by at least once a week, which frankly I shouldnt be seeing JUST HIM.....I see my friends more than I see my family, which isnt a bad thing but.....I remember when we were close like we saw eachother more than once a year.....


I am sick and tired of loosing family members that are close to me, I am sick and tired of loosing people close to me.....


at this point I really do wanna curl up in a corner and not come out.....ever

I am just in one of those moods where right now everything is grr, i am tired cranky, and for once its not my monthly curse, its just I feel empty, or exausted, constantly tense, wanting to cry, I cant really explain it and frankly I hope it passes quick or Ima smack a hoe......


its just one of those moods where I feel no ones listening or just oh I dont fucking know.....I think Ima lock myself away for the weekend.....give or take me comming out for work or fewds .......I dunno i am angry, really fucking angry and ......

oh well......read a book nigga *shrug*

heh.....PEtA videos make my computer say fuck you hoe now.....

no they just released one of alicia silverstone, so for shits and giggles and to apease my own stupid curiosity, I check it out.....it kept freezing and stopping, dunno if it was youtube or what but fluffysama (my computers named sesshomaru if you are curious) was all "NO U'

heh sorry that just made me laugh

yar

oh god I think I have tasted the best cake batter ever.....

oh meg when you get home......yeah Ima have to hide you a slice of this cake

I just got Zac this morning, poor mailman I kinda squeed at him, oddly enough he didnt freak out or drop the box running....none the less


even without a faceup he looks quite stunning


second doll in my collection that poses like a dream, I had him standing on the bed and he wasnt leaning against a thing, stood perfectly...and I love the way he's able to hold his arms in place

I may end up taking more photos but me tired and going off for a nap

1. for serious I wanna thank candy_striped36 for this faceup, I ....I just cant thank him enough for it cause he does look darling

2. I have tried to get a DAMN GOOD photo of this faceup for three days....THREE FUCKING DAYS, cause every one I took even in the daylight came out too dark, or wasnt perfect, well this one did...least I think



I should put up more later since we are going out toay

so we come home last night from going to gallery hop with bakubaku and candy_striped36 (whom gave Luka a darling new faceup which I need to stop being a lazy hoe and take photos of....) and for some odd reason it looked like the boys were dicussing what they were going to do for my birthday, they were being quite secrative a bout this whole thing......I sit them down on the bed and they were still conversing over the whole deal till they fell right to sleep in their clothing.....even had to slip what Luka had on off in his sleep he was so tired, same for Loki......so when i finally gave in and went to bed I put the boys in their sleeping spot and fell right to sleep

I get up what is it 20 minutes ago to move Luka to the bed, I go to pick him up his little resin behinds so tired I go to pick him up he flops right back into my chest with what looks like a sleepy sigh and goes back to sleep, Loki on the other hand gives me this glare and is LITTERALY reaching out for Luka.....kid you not this happened no bullshit....

and these are the days I wish I wasnt so sleepy to pick up a camera


and for some odd reason I just discovered......like you know how chinese an some other asian foods normaly go straight through you and you are hungry in about an hour......for me Japanese food stays in my tummy, like sticks there till the next day....odd, I would love to think so

Sort me!


fun teims

and I live, the boys are fine, and well Loki hasnt gotten beaten up .....yet

I am just buying time cause its inevitable with him......he's gonna end up with a black eye before we get back to the states I just know it

but so far the trip was fine, I got some sleep, and read some of my book

and this is were I say....if any of you spoil this for me....I'll send Loki to your home, and he will disembowl you....

I love you all *goofy grin*

first off.....a couple of tattoos that bakubaku did for the boys


and them looking utterly adorable


my lil chuck taylor wearin twins


for once in a long ass while, I got Luka to keep a pose....I swear to god it has to be Loki....


kudos to someone on my friendslist on who made this shirt, give or take its one of my favorites of Loki


and Luka tryin to steal the spotlight....


and...last but not least, the cuddles


eh enjoy

never will I rush out the house without my memory card again.....

cutest thing ever to wake up next to: Luka and Loki all cuddled up on Roo baby, no sex, no dirty shota smut *waggles fingers* I know how you guys think, just all three of them all curled up together getting some well needed rest....well Loki that is, Luka just sleeps like a log durring the day, and Roo just likes cuddles, and peanut butter....

and this is why I am kicking myself in the ass for forgetting my memory card.... bah oh well, shall have pictures later

So!.....guess who's home



( and a certain lil vampire prince is quite happy of this )

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*dances round*

Lo: *laughs wickedly as well* oh happy day, oh happy day INDEED

L: *he rolls his eyes* so he's finally back from his Korean vacation, eh? *mutters* jail time *clears throat* it'll be a pleasure to have him round *he smirks* and someone else to pwn in video games

putting in your script for Snape to say these words: "I'm going to penitrate your mind Potter"..... not only will cause massive fangirl explosions, but will cause smut peddlers (like me Ace, and Meg for instance) to erupt in the biggest fit of laughter Columbus Ohio has ever seen.....

and for those who haven't seen it, and are.....be forwarned


I swear I broke down into tears after that

oh ...and bakubaku according to a random guy in line, is a Weasly

ladies: have you ever seen an action movie so danmed good that it causes your inner man to spill out and scream out in orgasmic pleasure....and it litteraly builds up testosterone.....litteraly.....

yeah...uh that was transformers for me...best....movie...ever

Shia Lebouf=best up and comming actor EVER!!!!!

Michael Bay=owns my soul....I swear his direction helped with most of the action sequences cause there were parts where you could catch the detail of the bots

Bumblebee=must...must own that bot..erm car

and I swear to god so many funny quotes

so got a new system update and then I go to shut my comp back on, nope its stuck on the got damned apple, like it wont kick on at all whatso ever, so I say fuck it go to bed, wake back up this afternoon to shut it back on....nope nothin still stuck on the grey apple, I call tech support and of course I get the fucker who cant speak a lick of english and I have to ask him to repeat what he says, and of course he's getting aggrivated, as am I cause I swear they really are outsourcing tech support to india and they think we speak their language and its on the contrary...I'm already irritated, so pretty much I come down to the got damned conclusion that, the newest system update they have done, which was the day before the new iphone came out, just screwed up my computer and I gotta figure out a way to get it out without having to pay apple a gotdamned dime....cause you know I needed to add this up to the stress in my life, no.....really, cause you know EVERYTHINGS GOING MY FUCKING WAY RIGHT NOW!!!!!

*SCREAM*.......

I still feel no better but I swear dammit something best go right today, or for real I will beat someone down, cause what paitence I did have just went out the FUCKING WINDOW